S: Your Worth

There will be days that I won’t have your touch

No matter, your love is deep within

Distance will grow only physically between us

Because there is nothing that will stop me from loving you

Don’t ever believe that I’ve forgotten

About the love that you’ve given to me

Somehow, we fell in love

It was a chance and one that was worth taking

As a choice we continue to love one another

Little act by little action we show each other

That our love is true, known by more than our eyes

Live without me, because I’ll always be there

Support is something I will not give up

Due to the love that holds us together, we will never break apart

Despite a lack of an official relationship

With or without terms, these matter none

For we live knowing of our love

Until we see each other again

Never allow anyone to get you to believe

In a falsification about me

Love, isn’t the only aspect that has kept us together

Trust, Admiration- So much more

So remember who will always love you outside of family

Deep down, if anyone tries to make you believe that you’re less

You’re not, because you’re worth more than two years to me  

-

Feb 1st 2018

12 - 100

S: Forever

Although I'm moving forward a part of me still wants to see

The future we decided was 'possibly'

It hasn't been long since we spoke for the last

But I do know that what we have will never end

It's not about the love

It's about the pain

About our war

All the white flags we raised up with turmoil in our voice

What it's about is the frustration

The confusion, the care

About two humans who want humanity to prosper

Our 'love' was for each other then it changed to the world

But we never stopped understanding who we were

I faltered, I thought I failed you

When I pushed myself up I realized I didn't fail

I saved my world

I walked away, and as I did you said to me

Be careful, I'll always be here if you need me

And that's the hard part about turning my back on you

I'm trying to improve my version of love without your picture

But all I see in you is a human with faith

Someone who cares about others and won't negate

Although your faith is 'in the end'

And mine is now and never 'depends'

It still hurts knowing

That our version of 'love' is forever and never ending screams of caring blood

-

Written September 11th, 2015

10 - 100

S: Chance

Tell me about the way we were before

Is there a way to become new

After all we've been through

How much more could we do

Together, it has been a while

Now our potential, we have to see through

It's fine if you don't want to

But at least I know

What we could be and what we are

There's so much that we could do

And it's okay if you don't want to

Hear me out though we can go so far

Potential, there is a chance

One that I would willingly take a stance

In attempting what we were before

Or we could even do something more

We could help each other love

As friends, there is a strength we could have

But I can't do this without you

So let me know when you think this through

--
Written on October 13th, 2015

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S: In Hopes

What am I supposed to do

When I think about you

My heart says

Let it be

Although the time is not the best

Everything towards my happiness says "Go"

And even though I care so much I don't know how I bluff these insecurities

My love for another

Lost in the words of the wind

However

The heart that I had for them

Still exist but now I know

That I can love another

Somehow I care for the person that I loved

And it's been since them

Recently for me to love

Impossible it is for me

To completely let go

But when I see you

I somehow know

That there's something else that I can do

To fall in love again

It may take some time with them

Because it'll take some time for me

All I want to do is love you like I would with a full heart

It's harder though to become one with a new soul

You care so much about what other people think

Here I am turning my back to these people's need

We're different but in the same way- we can provide what the other cannot say

We are not alike but we understand

At least you know I care

But you don't know how much I bear

Within me

I keep my secrets

My barriers

That I'd let you see

If it didn't involve me

Bursting into tears

I hope you understand

I care

And I know you want to as well

I'll let you get yourself together

While I'm putting my broken prices in an orderly fashion

There's nothing else I can do

It's all I have

And I hope you

Can love me too

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Written on September 18th, 2015

7 - 100