S: Forever

Although I'm moving forward a part of me still wants to see

The future we decided was 'possibly'

It hasn't been long since we spoke for the last

But I do know that what we have will never end

It's not about the love

It's about the pain

About our war

All the white flags we raised up with turmoil in our voice

What it's about is the frustration

The confusion, the care

About two humans who want humanity to prosper

Our 'love' was for each other then it changed to the world

But we never stopped understanding who we were

I faltered, I thought I failed you

When I pushed myself up I realized I didn't fail

I saved my world

I walked away, and as I did you said to me

Be careful, I'll always be here if you need me

And that's the hard part about turning my back on you

I'm trying to improve my version of love without your picture

But all I see in you is a human with faith

Someone who cares about others and won't negate

Although your faith is 'in the end'

And mine is now and never 'depends'

It still hurts knowing

That our version of 'love' is forever and never ending screams of caring blood

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Written September 11th, 2015

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